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How curious. I never realized that rabbit holes were so dark … and so long … and so empty. I believe I have been falling for five minutes, and I still can’t see the bottom! Hmph! After such a fall as this, I shall think nothing of tumbling downstairs. How brave they’ll all think me at home. Why, I wouldn’t say anything about it even if I fell off the top of the house! I wonder how many miles I’ve fallen by this time. I must be getting somewhere near the center of the earth. I wonder if I shall fall right through the earth! How funny that would be. Oh, I think I see the bottom. Yes, I’m sure I see the bottom. I shall hit the bottom, hit it very hard, and oh, how it will hurt!
Alice in Wonderland, Lewis Carroll

That time I acted like an adult and broke someone’s heart.

He said I need to hurry up and get home because he wants to take me out.

He’s said that a few times over the last few months. Either that or he’s asked if he could take me out. I’ve always said maybe, not really committing, but not saying no either.

He said that last night and I told him that I wanted to take him out to say thank you for so kindly watching my dog when he had nowhere else to go. He told me that he wants to take me out to say thank you for the company and because he thought i was pretty. I told him ok; dinner with friends is always fun.

I also told him I couldn’t date him and maybe that’s not where he was going with that, but I just wanted to be upfront with him.

He told me he’d ask why, but didn’t want to know the answer and to let him know when I wanted to pick up Charley.

I feel kinda bad because I think the only reason he wanted to watch Charles is because he thought it would bring us back together (we were never really together in the first place, just kind of dating until he kind of ditched me), but I did the right thing.

My heart is just in a different place right now.

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